You want me to resolve this right now with you, not just with another person. While I dealt fairly with that person, you want me to give it up to you, too! The Message says, "Don't stay angry. Don't go to bed angry. Don't give the devil that kind of a foothold..."
That's why you won't let me go to sleep. I need your peace on this. Ban the devil from tormenting me: keep me from demanding perfection/performance from myself.
It is true, Daddy. I need you to take over this. Please, give my attacker peace. Let him know I have a heart-felt forgiveness for him. I promise I will tell him! Give me your grace to be gentle with him and sensitive. I want my forgiveness to be thorough. Forgive me for not giving it more quickly. Please, protect my attacker - no, my brother - so he can have a good sleep, a cleared mind, and grace for tomorrow.
Thanks for showing me your way, Daddy.
Your devoted daughter,